Lyfe
All I feel lately
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Soo
School starts on Monday.. I’m homesick. Im not happy with my relationship and I am losing all my weight in an unhealthy fashion. I hate this.. I just wanna go to a normal college.. Im definitely going to consider transferring to NEC because my best friend lives there and I miss her too much and I just wanna be in school somewhere else or travel abroad.. I just wanna get away!
I miss Galen.. Him being away from home for more than 24hrs has already made me excited for tomorrow night when he gets home, which I hope isnt too late! I’d like to make him something yummy or do something special.. no clue what though…
To do tomorrow
- Try to get out of work early because I feel like shit.
- Go home, take a SMALL nap because I honestly dont want to sleep till 8pm. more like 12 if I get out by 8.. doubt it now though. so maybe sleep till 4?
- Water the plants
- Clean the house
- Relax and drink tea until I feel better. Kinda counting on Galen not being sick when he gets home so he can take care of me.
- SLEEP FOREVER. And maybe shower
Been a while..
Since moving to Cali I feel totally different.. But I need to stop acting like im on a vacation that i’m going home from. This is my life now and I cant change that at the moment. So for now, I’m going to change myself and stick to a veggie&fruit and tea diet with very little of anything else. I seriously want to change my image and I’ll give myself till I see my parents for that. I really hope I can make myself proud with a new weight. It would change my view towards everything. My goal will be 135 or less. I can do it. Determination is key.
In other news.. I hate my job. I hate having no car. I hate forgetting how to longboard. I hate how girls here are totally different.. good and bad at the same time. Then theres always Galens friends, dont hate em, just hate how I moved here to be with my boyfriend and all he ever does is invite friends over so we NEVER have alone time. YUCK.
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Just made it
To cali.. Knowing that I now live in such an amazing state just makes me so, emotional. Im so happy, overwhelmed, confused and homesick. But thats ok, I have amazing people here to support me and help me further myself. At least I can say I’m Cali bound..
Moving
In 5 days… So much shit to do..
Sunday
- grad party and fireworks
- yard sale
Monday
- With my daddy all day!
- Tattoo time!
- Work on letters to co-workers
Tuesday
- Starbucks run
- Goodwill
- Go tanning?
- Dye hair
- Sisters appointment… then home for the night!
Wednesday
- Appoinments for a mani and massage :)
- Out to lunch with my Amanda :)
- Make dinner and clean house for my mommy<3
Thursday: MOVE TO CALIFORNIA
Rest of my life: MISS EVERYONE…..
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Going camping next weekend for my boyfriends birthday. Pretty stoked to say the least, the fact that he wants his 18th bday just the two of us is quite nice. Just gonna be a bombass weekend all around
I need
Someone to help me paint, or go get paint and get out of the house when I get into Cali next week. I want to experience Santa rosa with someone else, preferably female.. I’m gonna want to indulge myself into something quickly, and go to my first techno dance thing… Dunno.. Just looking for someone who isnt Galen…?
A real relationship,
Has fights. Has trust. Has faith. Has tears. Has hurt. Has sweet smiles. Has genuine laughter. Has snorts because of the laughter. Has weird, stupid, unnecessary arguments. Has patience. Has communication. Has secrets. Has jealousy. And most importantly, love. This is all just a mess that turns out beautiful & an experience that can never be forgotten.
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